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Le Mage Journal

2001-03-07 - 00:03:10

bsg(4:54 PM): hey like my diary?

pooh (4:55 PM): hmm

pooh (4:55 PM): whys that

bsg(4:55 PM): whys what?

bsg(4:55 PM): i asked if you like my diary

pooh (4:55 PM): hmm

pooh (4:56 PM): when was the last time i read it

bsg(4:56 PM): yesterday i think, or the daY BEFORE

bsg(4:56 PM): oops

pooh (4:56 PM): haha

bsg(4:56 PM): ?

pooh (4:56 PM): i dont rememeber reading it

pooh (4:56 PM): maybe i did it subconciously

bsg(4:56 PM): poohbah.resnet.rutgers.edu

bsg(4:56 PM): c'est thee?

pooh (4:56 PM): yeah, hmm

pooh (4:56 PM): so you got a man, that rocks

bsg(4:57 PM): i do indeed, been a motn now

bsg(4:57 PM): month

pooh (4:57 PM): way to go

bsg(4:57 PM): how you been?

pooh (4:58 PM): ok

pooh (4:58 PM): didnt really think you wanted to talk to me

bsg(4:58 PM): :P why not?

pooh (4:59 PM): shrug

pooh (4:59 PM): got anew guy

pooh (4:59 PM): we pissed each other of a whole lot

bsg(4:59 PM): eh i forget being mad at anyone after 10 minutes and miss them its prety pathetic

bsg(4:59 PM):

Mar 04 19:35:41

poohbah.resnet.rutgers.edu

Win 2000

MSIE 5.x

pooh (5:00 PM): nice

pooh (5:00 PM): when did i read that before you?

bsg(5:00 PM): huh?

pooh (5:00 PM): i mean

pooh (5:00 PM): i dont remember erading that in like a month

pooh (5:00 PM): but i may be wrong

bsg(5:00 PM): sorry

pooh (5:00 PM): its alright

pooh (5:00 PM): what are you sorry for

bsg(5:01 PM): bc you dont remeber :P

bsg(5:01 PM): i am in a good mood

bsg(5:01 PM): anyways tho

bsg(5:01 PM): how are you?

pooh (5:02 PM): im ok

pooh (5:02 PM): im still kinda mad at you i think

pooh (5:02 PM): maybe hurt

bsg(5:02 PM): ok. should i go away.

bsg(5:02 PM): ?

pooh (5:02 PM): nah not yet

pooh (5:02 PM): i have animosity towards you cuz i liked mindy, i dunno why

bsg(5:02 PM): oh geez

pooh (5:02 PM): and she didnt like me

pooh (5:02 PM): yeah, wacky stuff

bsg(5:02 PM): no

bsg(5:02 PM): i get that a lot

bsg(5:03 PM): she tried to get bryan ya know

bsg(5:03 PM): i dont know why but he resisted

bsg(5:03 PM): and stuck with me

bsg(5:03 PM): and now she;s going out with his friend john

pooh (5:03 PM): whatever

pooh (5:03 PM): i mean

bsg(5:03 PM): i'm not mindy, i never iwll be, i dont WANT to be i dont like everyhting baouther

pooh (5:03 PM): i dont like her as a person

pooh (5:03 PM): i just think shes cute

bsg(5:03 PM): i wanted you guys to be happy but she said ti wasnt gonna happen

pooh (5:05 PM): ishrug

pooh (5:05 PM): i still wanted her body

bsg(5:05 PM): i'm sorry then.

pooh (5:06 PM): yeah

pooh (5:06 PM): then i really liked you

pooh (5:06 PM): but i dunno what happened

pooh (5:06 PM): maybe body chemistries werent right that day

pooh (5:06 PM): and i was a hornball, you werent

pooh (5:07 PM): then you wouldn't wanna come out with me, that hurt me.

pooh (5:07 PM): then w/ ur shitty roommate, it was the final straw, ya know?

bsg(5:07 PM): no, i dont really

pooh (5:09 PM): what d you mean

bsg(5:10 PM): like- i liked you- i was just not really in the mood to be just a toy you ignored ewhen somone else caught your eye

bsg(5:10 PM): ya know?

pooh (5:11 PM): yeah i dig

pooh (5:11 PM): thats cool

pooh (5:11 PM): turns out i got real depressed recently

pooh (5:11 PM): all my friends dissed me

pooh (5:11 PM): its pretty bad

pooh (5:12 PM): well-i dont stalk you

bsg(5:12 PM): s'ok

pooh (5:13 PM): shrug

pooh (5:13 PM): anyhow

pooh (5:13 PM): yeah, i wanna be ur friend, but im still pissed

pooh (5:13 PM): i guess somehow you really hurt me, and so did ur roommate

bsg(5:14 PM): i did??!!

pooh (5:14 PM): yah

bsg(5:15 PM): how?

bsg(5:15 PM): and

bsg(5:15 PM): i'm sorry.

pooh (5:15 PM): shrug

pooh (5:15 PM): i feel weird about you

pooh (5:16 PM): i mean i really liked you

pooh (5:16 PM): like LIKED you .. almost love i guess....i really cared about you, and when you didnt wanna go to on the border wit hme it just struck a chord

bsg(5:16 PM): you really fucked it up then because you had me-

bsg(5:16 PM): and then i got pastthe mindy thiog

bsg(5:16 PM): and you did it again

pooh (5:16 PM): i fucked nothing.

pooh (5:17 PM): you were anti-me that entire night

bsg(5:17 PM): i'm sorry.

pooh (5:17 PM): what am i supposed to do, bend over and take it?

bsg(5:17 PM): no

pooh (5:17 PM): i get fucked over all the time, and im sick and tired of having to put up with that

bsg(5:18 PM): i'm sorry

bsg(5:18 PM): i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry

pooh (5:19 PM): well, it seems like you're trying to blame this whole thing on me when its both our faulkts

pooh (5:19 PM): and that hurts me

pooh (5:19 PM): maybe im being a wussie

bsg(5:19 PM): no i know its my fault

pooh (5:19 PM): but whatever

bsg(5:20 PM): its just i see how i reacted and why and iaccpet that

bsg(5:20 PM): and i see how you reacted and idont understand it all- becuase i am not you and i cant - so its just how it appears to me

pooh (5:20 PM): hmm

pooh (5:21 PM): i mean i still like you, and im pissed now cuz i cant have you

bsg(5:21 PM): oh please- you

bsg(5:21 PM): d like bryan

bsg(5:21 PM): he's an awsome dude

bsg(5:21 PM): just turned 23

pooh (5:21 PM): i probably wouldn't

pooh (5:21 PM): the whole competition thing

bsg(5:21 PM): if you didint know him throught me

pooh (5:22 PM): yup

bsg(5:22 PM): but see my feeling is if i wasnt with him , if someone else didnt pay attention to me, youwouldnt either

pooh (5:22 PM): hmm

pooh (5:22 PM): you think?

pooh (5:22 PM): i think i didnt say anything because you didnt say anything back

pooh (5:22 PM): when you treated me liek that, i figured it was over

bsg(5:22 PM): i undertsand that now, but thats not how i was reacting.

bsg(5:23 PM): everyone needs to be treated decently

bsg(5:23 PM): and kindly

bsg(5:23 PM): and i like being nice to you

pooh (5:23 PM): yeah

pooh (5:23 PM): but im fuckin lonely, and it pisses me off that i had you and now i cant

bsg(5:24 PM): yeah when you had me you looked everywhere else tho ya know? you saw mindy and diane and meredith so if you had me it wouldnt be enuogh

pooh (5:24 PM): holdon

pooh (5:24 PM): i wanted your roommates/

pooh (5:24 PM): i wanted someone to eat with

pooh (5:24 PM): you wouldn't come

pooh (5:24 PM): so i asked your roommate.

pooh (5:24 PM): what am i supposed to do

pooh (5:24 PM): go by myself/

bsg(5:24 PM): i tried to explain that eating out i something i tend not to do.

bsg(5:24 PM): i have issues.

pooh (5:25 PM): i don't remember this at all

bsg(5:25 PM): i understand you wanted to eat out

bsg(5:25 PM): but i had reasons, i wasnt being a bitch

pooh (5:25 PM): you never told me you had reasons

pooh (5:25 PM): or, i dont remember

pooh (5:25 PM): and i pretty vividly remember that night

bsg(5:25 PM): if you assumed i was being a bitch i wasnt about to disillusion you

pooh (5:26 PM): then you obviously didnt care about me

bsg(5:26 PM): i cared enough to miss you.

bsg(5:26 PM): and be sad you thought of me that way

bsg(5:26 PM): but

pooh (5:27 PM): but not enough to try to tell me i was wrong

bsg(5:27 PM): exactly.

bsg(5:27 PM): i dont tel lmidny she wrong to hit on a guy i like

pooh (5:27 PM): why not

pooh (5:27 PM): tell her

pooh (5:27 PM): dont hide urself

bsg(5:27 PM): i dont tell my roomate she;s wrong to be racist or homphobic

pooh (5:27 PM): what if she doesnt know!

pooh (5:27 PM): you KNEW i liked you

pooh (5:27 PM): you KNEW i was nuts about you

pooh (5:27 PM): if you would have brougth these issues up with me

pooh (5:28 PM): shit would be different

bsg(5:28 PM): i'm sorry.

bsg(5:28 PM): i prefer tot ake blame then to be myself

bsg(5:28 PM): i accept it

pooh (5:28 PM): i mean

bsg(5:28 PM): it IS my fault

pooh (5:29 PM): whatever

pooh (5:29 PM): im still really depressed

pooh (5:29 PM): my friends are all gone

bsg(5:29 PM): why?

pooh (5:29 PM): what the hell am i gonna do

pooh (5:29 PM): cuz i liked you a lot

bsg(5:29 PM): come on

pooh (5:29 PM): what

bsg(5:30 PM): your friends are NOT gone ebcuase you liked me a lot.

pooh (5:30 PM): i wasn't "looking for more"

pooh (5:30 PM): Bullshit

bsg(5:30 PM): i really am confused now

pooh (5:30 PM): my friends are gone cuz i got real depressed and they said fuck that

bsg(5:30 PM): some friends

pooh (5:30 PM): obviously they weren't good friend

pooh (5:30 PM): well there ya go

bsg(5:30 PM): ugh

bsg(5:30 PM): i'm still your friend

pooh (5:31 PM): ok

bsg(5:31 PM): i'm a crappy riend right now though.

bsg(5:31 PM): and

bsg(5:31 PM): i'v kinda been meanto you it seems

bsg(5:31 PM): so you can be mad atme still

bsg(5:31 PM): i understand

pooh (5:32 PM): whatever

pooh (5:32 PM): i really liked you

pooh (5:32 PM): i wanted to be with you

pooh (5:32 PM): i wanted to get really close, like personally not physically

pooh (5:32 PM): and you tossed that away and blame it on me "wanting your rooomates"

bsg(5:32 PM): stuff happens

pooh (5:32 PM): what am i supposed to say to that

bsg(5:32 PM): and i fuck stuff up

bsg(5:33 PM): becuase go through priod when i trust no one

bsg(5:33 PM): and it wasnt your fault

bsg(5:33 PM): what else do you need to hear?

pooh (5:33 PM): well

pooh (5:33 PM): nothing now

pooh (5:33 PM): im fuckin bummed as hell now

bsg(5:33 PM): hmmmm

bsg(5:33 PM): you're a fun dude

pooh (5:34 PM): what

pooh (5:34 PM): how am i supposed to be fun

bsg(5:34 PM): i may see if you wold like a friend of mine

pooh (5:34 PM): no

pooh (5:34 PM): i dont want a friend of yours

pooh (5:34 PM): not any more

pooh (5:34 PM): i dont want you to try to fix stuff, or anything like that

bsg(5:34 PM): i have to

bsg(5:34 PM): i fucked it up

pooh (5:34 PM): cuz you're gonna say

pooh (5:34 PM): "oh look you wanted my friend OH HO HO"

bsg(5:34 PM): i'm gonna say nothing

pooh (5:34 PM): thats a lie.

bsg(5:34 PM): i dont want anything more then what i ahve right now

pooh (5:34 PM): you OFFERED for me to hang out with your roommate

bsg(5:34 PM): it scares me

pooh (5:35 PM): fuck you, you're giivng me charity/

bsg(5:35 PM): i am an emotional masochist

bsg(5:35 PM): i mak emuyself do things to hurt myself!

pooh (5:35 PM): thats great

bsg(5:35 PM): right now

bsg(5:35 PM): 'm happy

pooh (5:35 PM): fantastic as they say

bsg(5:35 PM): and i think

bsg(5:35 PM): the leasti can do as a friend

bsg(5:35 PM): is talkt o you and explain

bsg(5:35 PM): how its not your fault

bsg(5:36 PM): and try andbe a friend to you

pooh (5:36 PM): yeah

bsg(5:36 PM): a friend will try an dmake connections

pooh (5:36 PM): i still have those feelings

bsg(5:36 PM): with no future repercusiions

bsg(5:36 PM): dude

pooh (5:36 PM): you keep changing the names

bsg(5:36 PM): ?

bsg(5:37 PM): you can make me some big evil bitch or you can accept me as one somehwat fucked up an dumb chick

pooh (5:37 PM): but its still a god damn charity, like "oh i used you to keep me sane sometimes but oops dont need you now here have some bitch"

bsg(5:37 PM): no

bsg(5:37 PM): here

bsg(5:37 PM): you misunderstand me

pooh (5:37 PM): ok

pooh (5:38 PM): whats up then

pooh (5:39 PM): yo?

bsg(5:39 PM): i am trying to at least give you me to blame for the past, maybe still be your friend,

pooh (5:40 PM): you're trying to make yourself feel better by belittling me

bsg(5:40 PM): no

pooh (5:40 PM): its the typical thing i go through with most girls

bsg(5:40 PM): you are a very valuble person

bsg(5:40 PM): who i wanted very much

pooh (5:40 PM): obviously not if you offered me your roommates

pooh (5:40 PM): when you knew full well they would treat me like shit

bsg(5:41 PM): no

bsg(5:41 PM): i didnt know that

bsg(5:41 PM): i wanted you to be happy

bsg(5:41 PM): i wanted myself to be unhappy

pooh (5:41 PM): you knew i wanted you

bsg(5:42 PM): i was not able to accept it at face value then

pooh (5:42 PM): are you just saying that?

bsg(5:42 PM): i was being fucked over by craig- i trusted no one-

pooh (5:43 PM): or are you using that to make yourself feel better?

bsg(5:44 PM): brb

pooh (5:44 PM): keep talking.

bsg(5:45 PM): i know how i felt then - i know i feel differenlt now becuase i am not in the same depressed state as i was

bsg(5:45 PM): i dont want to hurt myself thorugh you right now

bsg(5:45 PM): so

bsg(5:45 PM): i think i can tell you the truth

bsg(5:45 PM): becuase it doesnt hurt

bsg(5:45 PM): and i think you knew

bsg(5:45 PM): that i liked you

bsg(5:45 PM): and suhc

pooh (5:46 PM): nah

pooh (5:46 PM): i knew you wnted to be my friend but thats it

bsg(5:46 PM): i thoguht you did

pooh (5:46 PM): see

pooh (5:46 PM): well its all fucked now

bsg(5:46 PM): its a differnt time. its time for us to be friends

bsg(5:46 PM): becuase your still cool

pooh (5:46 PM): yeah

pooh (5:47 PM): its fuckin easy to say

bsg(5:47 PM): if you'll put up with me bein insane

pooh (5:47 PM): i still wanna hold you and kiss you and stuff but you've got better than me

bsg(5:48 PM): this guy is something else dude..... this is the kinda guy i dont meet every day fo the week- and i like him.

pooh (5:48 PM): what

pooh (5:48 PM): the hell are you talkin about

bsg(5:49 PM): if it was someone else i would give serious consideration to ending it

bsg(5:49 PM): but this guy- no.

pooh (5:49 PM): yeah

pooh (5:49 PM): se

pooh (5:49 PM): you used me

bsg(5:49 PM): i didnt.

pooh (5:49 PM): when you were waiting for someone else

pooh (5:49 PM): its the same thing.

bsg(5:49 PM): i thought it was you

pooh (5:49 PM): i mean

pooh (5:50 PM): do you get what im saying? you used me when you were depressed or whatever

bsg(5:50 PM): i wasnt tyring to though

bsg(5:50 PM): i was not consciously planning to be hurt or hurt you

pooh (5:51 PM): but you used me..and you know that, you me tthis guy

pooh (5:51 PM): and you're like "heyyy...i dont need chris anymore"

pooh (5:51 PM): and that's pretty damn dick.

bsg(5:51 PM): no

bsg(5:51 PM): i didint meet bryan till a lot later

bsg(5:51 PM): i wasnt6 looking

bsg(5:51 PM): i was hiding actually

pooh (5:52 PM): when did you meet him

pooh (5:52 PM): you knew him for a month you said

bsg(5:53 PM): no i'v been with him for a month, i;vbenn friends with him for about 4 months, but he didnt ask me out till like 5 weeks ago

pooh (5:53 PM): see

pooh (5:53 PM): you knew.

pooh (5:53 PM): 5 weeks.

pooh (5:53 PM): thats what

pooh (5:54 PM): beggining of jan

bsg(5:54 PM): huh? when did we fight?

bsg(5:54 PM): in person

pooh (5:54 PM): which is pretty soon after we fought

bsg(5:54 PM): ?

pooh (5:54 PM): mid jan

bsg(5:54 PM): so because he asked me out when i was trying to get over you

bsg(5:55 PM): thats my fault?

pooh (5:55 PM): no

bsg(5:55 PM): its not connected in my mind

pooh (5:55 PM): im saying im pissed because you USED ME to say somewhat sane

pooh (5:55 PM): then when you're done

pooh (5:56 PM): you're like "oh lets be friends wahoo"

pooh (5:56 PM): when i have all these feelings that OBVIOUSLY are unresolved.

pooh (5:56 PM): but you're ok

pooh (5:56 PM): without helping me resolve these feelings

bsg(5:56 PM): oh yeah

bsg(5:56 PM): i IM you bc i dont think about you

bsg(5:56 PM): :P

pooh (5:56 PM): nono

bsg(5:56 PM): you're my friend

pooh (5:56 PM): now you IM me

bsg(5:56 PM): your stuck with me

bsg(5:56 PM): :P

pooh (5:56 PM): because you're straight

pooh (5:56 PM): you wouldn' thad he been there

bsg(5:56 PM): not always,

pooh (5:57 PM): now that everything is resolved

pooh (5:57 PM): you can IM me

pooh (5:57 PM): and thats bullshit.

bsg(5:57 PM): which part/

bsg(5:57 PM): ?

bsg(5:58 PM): dude

bsg(5:58 PM): i have a paper due tomrow

bsg(5:58 PM): i havent stared yet

bsg(5:58 PM): and an exam tomrlw too

pooh (5:58 PM): ok

pooh (5:58 PM): this is my fault how/

pooh (5:58 PM): see you're fine

bsg(5:58 PM): its not

pooh (5:58 PM): you can jus tgo on and work on your shit.

bsg(5:59 PM): augh!

pooh (5:59 PM): now you fuckin completely brought up bad shit

pooh (5:59 PM): and i have shit too, i also go to school.

bsg(5:59 PM): chris, you're my friend, i see so many things in you i like, i'm so sorry i was a bitch and if i could fix it i would

pooh (5:59 PM): its fucked up

pooh (6:00 PM): i mean

pooh (6:00 PM): for someone whos so selfless

pooh (6:00 PM): you sure did think for yourself for once

pooh (6:00 PM): is this bad? for you? no. for me? hell yeah.

bsg(6:01 PM): i know who i was suing then and it sure wasnt you. so no matter how you see it i know and accet my actions. and i will talk to tyou later. becuase you're still upset at me and i cant fix it yet

pooh (6:02 PM): thats whats weird

pooh (6:02 PM): i dont want you to go.

pooh (6:02 PM): that still leaves me in a pile of shit

pooh (6:02 PM): you do realize im alone, right?

bsg(6:02 PM): i'm not realyl going anywehere- you can freakin come here and do your work if it makes you feel better

pooh (6:03 PM): freakin/

pooh (6:03 PM): look im gonna do this

pooh (6:03 PM): and i know its a mess, but im gonna forget about everything

pooh (6:03 PM): alright

bsg(6:03 PM): evyerhting?

pooh (6:03 PM): you're my friend

pooh (6:04 PM): i told myself i would never do that, and im forgetting about everything..all i know is that ur my friend now

bsg(6:04 PM): never do thart?

pooh (6:04 PM): yeah

pooh (6:04 PM): never open myself up like that

pooh (6:04 PM): you fucked me over, and im opening up again

bsg(6:04 PM): thats what friends are for

pooh (6:04 PM): i SHOULD ignore you forever

bsg(6:05 PM): they may fuck youover but they give you the oputunity to hurt thme too

pooh (6:05 PM): i dont know.

pooh (6:05 PM): why were you going to introduce me to someone?

bsg(6:06 PM): becuase i honestly think yio'd get along personailty wise- not physically nessecarily

bsg(6:06 PM): and i want you to be happier

pooh (6:06 PM): who is she?

bsg(6:07 PM): her name is megan

bsg(6:07 PM): she just turned 21

bsg(6:07 PM): commutes from ghiland park to college ave

pooh (6:07 PM): why would she like me?

bsg(6:08 PM): sense of humor. plus wit

pooh (6:08 PM): i wanted your roommates and mindy

pooh (6:08 PM): ?

bsg(6:08 PM): this isnt a hook up

bsg(6:08 PM): but she;s very cool

bsg(6:08 PM): and who couldnt use another friend?

pooh (6:09 PM): will she make my eyes tear?

pooh (6:09 PM): somoene tried to hook me up with "not a hottie"a

pooh (6:09 PM): and she smelled like shit

bsg(6:09 PM): i am not trying to hook you up

bsg(6:09 PM): she doesnt smeel

bsg(6:09 PM): smell

bsg(6:09 PM): she's very cool

pooh (6:10 PM): ok

pooh (6:10 PM): i mean

pooh (6:11 PM): just say "i have a friend"

bsg(6:12 PM): she is kinda cute

pooh (6:12 PM): i mean

pooh (6:12 PM): is she chubby? thats fine

pooh (6:12 PM): is she missing arms? not so fine to me

pooh (6:13 PM): ok whatever, i dont care what she looksl ike

bsg(6:13 PM): i asked her to put a pic up on the web

pooh (6:13 PM): oh i could be very mean now

bsg(6:13 PM): anyway

bsg(6:13 PM): please do

bsg(6:13 PM): cause hey

pooh (6:13 PM): hah

bsg(6:13 PM): look at me

pooh (6:13 PM): ok

pooh (6:13 PM): you did it not me

bsg(6:13 PM): yeah i had to do it so youwolnt so i wouldnt cry

pooh (6:14 PM): i didnt mean it

pooh (6:14 PM): i think you're beautiful

pooh (6:14 PM): but whatever

bsg(6:15 PM): yeah whatever becuase i dont believe that from ayone. s'ok though- becuase when i say that to you you ont either

pooh (6:15 PM): what

bsg(6:16 PM): that your cute

bsg(6:16 PM): anyway i have one crappy picture of megan

pooh (6:16 PM): i believe you

pooh (6:16 PM): im god's gift to women

pooh (6:17 PM): its fuzzy

bsg(6:17 PM): i know

pooh (6:17 PM): i bet shed look really nice if she straightened her hair, but i'm not one to judge

pooh (6:20 PM): oh

pooh (6:20 PM): shrug

pooh (6:20 PM): not a hair guy

bsg(6:20 PM): s'ok

bsg(6:21 PM): now can i write my paper?

bsg(6:21 PM): pleeease dude?

pooh (6:21 PM): i mean if you want her to im me, do so, whatever

pooh (6:21 PM): i'm not stopping you from writing your paper.

bsg(6:22 PM): i know i know nothing i do will affect you but in my insane self centered land i worry that you arent happy

pooh (6:22 PM): maybe she'll be my best friend

pooh (6:22 PM): and ill be so happy i wont worry about you

pooh (6:22 PM): would that be good?

bsg(6:22 PM): no

bsg(6:22 PM): but it would

bsg(6:23 PM): becuase you'dbe happy

pooh (6:23 PM): well then have her talk to me

bsg(6:23 PM): she doesnt use aim too much

pooh (6:23 PM): call her?

bsg(6:23 PM): lemme see ok?

pooh (6:23 PM): ok

pooh (6:23 PM): im still depressed.

bsg(6:24 PM): oh

bsg(6:24 PM): well

bsg(6:24 PM): then

bsg(6:24 PM): um

pooh (6:24 PM): what

bsg(6:24 PM): i dont know

pooh (6:24 PM): so have her talk to me

pooh (6:24 PM): give her a call before ou start your paper

bsg(6:25 PM): i have to be a bit more subtle then that

pooh (6:26 PM): why?

pooh (6:26 PM): "i got this friend, talk to him" works

bsg(6:29 PM): i shall try ok?

bsg(6:29 PM): must work now!

pooh (6:29 PM): hmm

pooh (6:29 PM): i find this funny

bsg(6:29 PM):

bsg(6:29 PM): dont

pooh (6:29 PM): shes depressed, right?

bsg(6:29 PM): :P

bsg(6:29 PM): nope

pooh (6:29 PM): i would have been there for her

pooh (6:29 PM): mindy

bsg(6:29 PM): oh

pooh (6:29 PM): why? i dont get it.

bsg(6:29 PM): maybe

bsg(6:29 PM): huh?

pooh (6:29 PM): why did she treat me like shit if shes so depressed

pooh (6:29 PM): oh

bsg(6:30 PM): ??

bsg(6:32 PM): ok

bsg(6:33 PM): ttyl

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