2001-05-09 - 10:27 p.m.

well I am home for the summer. and i remeber why i dont like it here.

i made my bed and set up my computer but thats about it so far.

my mom wants to get rid of one of our cats- rightly so- he's a white persian who cannot CANNOT use a litterbox consistantly. like in 5 years, unless we had him in a big dog crate with a box and food and such he never was good. and we had adopted him and right now the capreting is ruined in the hall so she;s given up. and since i dont live here i cant really expect her to deal with it. the other two cats (well sasha needs a bath despratley) and the dog are fine, its just teddy. le sigh. it is sad but we've tried the vet- its nothing physical, we have 3 litterboxes which are meticulous , nothing helps expect caging him and we dont want to do that here anymore.

ph so the big bombshell my mother dropped on me as we were sitting in traffic hell on george street on our way home was that they want to move. which i knew. but they want to move in the next 2 months.

damnation! i just got my room to look perfect!

but aperantly the money situation is really really bad like we dont have enough money for the summer to live on what with painting the house and all. so they figure sell it now.

which means i have to paint the inside of the house instead of applying for the working srtudent position at the dressage barn. which is ok. i like painting. it gives me a way to give back to my family. except....there is a LOT of house to paint.

on happier news my phone line hasnt thrown me off yet so i can have my computer in my room. yay! porn in my own bedroom! :) but seriously- its nicer to have the machine in here - plus it means my phone line still exists! yay! if you are a freind of mine and want to call me but dont know the # just drop me a line and i;ll send it- unless i dont know in which case i'll just make fun of you on here in my next entry :)

i didnt take a piece of bryans clothing because i figured i;'d be seeing him soon enough it just feeeeeels like i'll never see him again because of all the weird vibes here. i do love my room though. books an dbed and skylight and pale khaki walls and bed hangings and the bathroom has such cool stuff on the walls. which all has to come down when i paint. :(

oh so to finish the story their plan is to buy a cheap piece of land and put in a modular house. i said i will take the tiniest ugliest whatever bedroom so long as i get a big tub. like the deep clawfoot one we had in our last house, or like my big jacuzzi tub i have now. i said if they dont do that i will think they dont love me. :P

but seriously- this means my living situation will on be better then on campus by a factor of tub.

thus i propose eveyrone come use my tub soon! even if you take a bath by yourself like my friend abi once did.

she had picked me up, we went and hung out in princeton all day (she was a year out of high school taking a year off to rest) and then she drove me home (being all cool and such) and i showed her the tuband offered her its usage. which she accepted, which was very very cool. plus she was hot. taken, but an incredibly funny fun and person i wanted to be when i grew up.

i'v said this before but i'v turned into a person like the girls i always looked up to. which rocks.

who else has been in that tub...hrm.

well racheal put her feet in, diane b. went in and we played "ervous" which i was but that didnt mean i wanted her to stop. marissa was there too. this was the infamous ice cube night where i acquired a lot of my hatred of my body and unwillingness to be gone down on. trust me, dont ask.

anyways that was a downer.

i'm trying to decide how to kill the next hour and 15 minutes or so till its pill time. i have a new book to read (thanks mark!) so i will dive in there- wish me luck i guess.

boy do i miss the dude.

-bsg-

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