2001-10-04 - 11:24 p.m.

"You are not that pretty

You are not that special"

as i siad to carrie

its like they went out and asked people whats the worst thing someone could say to you-

and that was it

"You are not that pretty

You are not that special"

i am tiiired. but i get to go ot bryans in a very short time. I know i;ll forget to tell him about the latin passage and the picutres

i already forgot since we arent doing the photo shoot i didint page him

then again

i wasnt awake this morning

i had forgotten completely.

i feel bad now.

but

he will forgive me

and i will touch him and we will be soft and safe and warm and sane

rare

and precious.

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