2002-06-05 - 1:50 p.m.

"Ultimately, it's Millet's weird fuckdoll passivity that drains the last bit of spark from this memoir. "

thats the kind of sentance that really interests me in critism. titilating and yet totlly right. It refers to the memiors of Cahterine M. a truly Boring book abouyt a french art critic whose life is orgy orgy orgy. but she is boring. her narrative bites.

anyway...

blatantly stolen from jeff... because it is just that good. very something.

You Owe Me Nothing In Return

i'll give you countless amounts of outright acceptance if you want it

i will give you encouragement to choose the path that you want if you need it

you can speak of anger and doubts your fears and freak outs and i'll hold it

you can share your so-called shame-filled accounts of times in your life

and i wont judge it

and there are no strings attached to it

you owe me nothing for giving the love that i give

you owe me nothing for caring the way that i have

i give you thanks for receiving it's my privilege

and you owe me nothing in return

you can ask for space for yourself and only yourself and i'll grant it

you can ask for freedom as well or time to travel and you'll have it

you can ask to live by yourself or love someone else and i'll support it

you can ask for anything you want anything at all and i'll understand it

and there are no strings attached to it

i bet you're wondering when the next payback shoe will eventually drop

i bet you're wondering when my conditional police will force you to cough up

i bet you're wondering how far you have now danced your way back into debt

this is the only kind of love as i understand it that there really is

you can express your deepest of truths even if it means i'll lose you and

i'll hear it

you can fall into the abyss on your way to your bliss i'll empathize with

you can say that you have to skip town to chase your passion and i'll hear it

you can even hit rock bottom have a midlife crisis and i'll hold it

and there are no strings attached to it

-bsg-

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