2001-08-05 - 7:24 p.m.

riiight.

so first off no one answered my question about what the fuck that was about then i realized- oh it probabaly meant NOTHING>

fine.

next- um i was away fro 48+ hours and a. no one signed my guestbook or emailed me or *gasp* called.

i went all dizzy and fainty on the way home from stress.

its frickin hot.

i'm not quite the bright bulb i would like to think i am.

no i dont want to talk baout it.

baltimore itself was pretty nifty. crabs, mom, hotel, fish sculptures. riding in cars half awake, the pool being tiny and so not even worth the title of more then foot soaking basin.

i dunno. it was like i left with all these thoughts and questions and hopes and now i;m back and the answers are all negative.

i missed everything. i got myself three happy things but i wont tell unless someone comes out and asks.

also i dont think i like mindy's list of rules- i think we should get together and write ort own but then we just sound like we're making ourselves sound oh so good when i at least am oh so not.

i am so sweaty and disappointed in myself.

-bsg-

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